to the boy who got engaged.

it was a mug of hot chocolate

and your name reappeared in my mind

it's calming your thoughts you said

to make you sleep a little better 

chaotic mind that i have

eased with the warmth of this beverage of your choice

and the memories that resurfaced

the voice, the jokes, the good years of us

i thought i would write about you

and about your special day 

but i was stuck and stopped

i had no words but i'm happy for you

really

but today, i knew

it always about hot chocolate in my hand

and your little affection that i would never forget

i am forever thankful for this

because when i'm in my bad days

i just have to make a hot chocolate

remember all the good days especially about you 

and maybe i'll be fine, i don't care

it is okay

i will be okay

and maybe a congratulations for you

and for your new life ahead

cheers, to the memories that i have

and the day that i lost you in my life 

// to the boy that i knew will never be mine 

22.10.23; 12.55pm