21 Agustus 2023

quarter life crisis playlist, curated by a girl in her self-crisis era:

(will always be updated if i find a song related to my quarter life crisis era lol)
  1. you're on your own, kid
  2. nothing new
  3. mirrorball
  4. this is me trying
  5. the archer
  6. anti-hero
  7. dear reader
  8. champagne problems (i mean.. i relate much when she said, "she would've made such a lovely bride, what a shame she's fucked in the head" lol)

3 Agustus 2023

out of description.

what is love? 

was it the fast-paced dating life
just a week to know each others
and then so-called babe
just to know that we meant
to fall apart?

was it those whispers in the dark
glances in the hallway
a small smile from miles away
because nobody should knew?

was it respects to someone
that makes the relationship
went cold
and everything felt so wrong?

was it another fast-paced relationship
that makes everything turns into sour
the fun, the self-doubt, the laughter
the longing for years
and it fell apart again as time went by?

was it the situationships that hyped
phonecalls late at night
being both raw and distant
a friend for lonely soul
a stranger to make it official?

what is love?

i've been out of love for years
i don't recognize how it feels
i don't know how to describe
it's just an idea
that i wanted these days
but to answer what is love
i have no idea
anymore


// so tell me
03.08.22; 03.15pm