4 September 2023

day 4 (#angelealowesprompts' september): i don't wanna die anymore

it's the time when the flowers bloom 
and the sky looks prettier in blue 
veins are so red i don't wanna ruin it anymore 
maybe i've lost some of them 
maybe they've lost some of the old me 
i don't wanna care, anymore
like i did when they walked away
it's not you 
it's me
and my messy head
but after awhile, i know
maybe life's worth a lil bit
with those who stays
who loves me, even though they left scars
but that's okay, aight? 
we'll live, breathe, and move on
but at least, i don't wanna die 
like when the love of my life, left me
like when those who i thought were 'love'
were nothing but the same people
who left a giant hole of loneliness
a nothingness 
but now i don't wanna die anymore 
those who stays
worth my life a little bit more


// notes from the one who always wanna die
04.09.23; 09.18am


#nowplaying
The 1975 - I Always Wanna Die (Sometimes)

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