2 September 2023

day 2 (#angelealowesprompts' september): seasonal depression

the head's spinnin' around
what to hear
what to do
what if

some days are better than today
some days, i wish there's a switch
to turn off all the wild thoughts

sometimes, i am happy
for the life i'm living in
but other times, mostly, 
i feel like i'm not enough
the thoughts of future life
and the uncertainty
what if i'm drowned
and never be saved 
the knight i've been waiting for
is he ever coming? 

the drizzle knocking on the deck
my eyes are seeing through the lake
the morning fog never gives me glimpse
but right now-
i hope i'll hang on whatever
and get there-
wherever it is, whenever it is
hang on dear
this too, shall pass 


// depressing time 
02.09.23; 10.21am

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