hi, you.

has life been kind for you?

because lately, it is for me.

i know love can be difficult to find nowadays. but this days, i feel fine without the 'love' in a kind that from a guy. i have lots of love from friends and family. i have love for myself that i've been trying to get within myself. and these days, the universe conspired to give a life that's been kind for me. good food that i could afford when i needed ones, a job that had been in my bucket list, a place to stay miles away from home, and a good surroundings... including friends and colleagues. life has been kind for me, lately. 

has life been kind for you? it's been a while since the last time i heard your voice. but that's okay. that's life, isn't it? we're moving on from the days when i stayed awake just to hear your rants about the days you've been through and i would fall for that sound. the sound of your calming voice, the sound of your heartbeat, the sound of my own heartbeat, and the clock's ticking, reminded me that the cinderella had to come home. 

like us, we had to come to the reality. 

reality sucks, i guess. hehe.

but now, miles away from you and our memories... i just hope you're doing fine. i just hope that life treated you well. i hope that she... treats you well. because 'til now, i just can admire you from afar, never been the love you wanted for.