i always love the bitterness in this life
one more tablespoon, and i am fine
you've always said, "you sound sad."
drowning in caffeine
staying awake with the stars
in the nights like this, covered in blanket
losing my sanity to the alcohol
losing myself to those memories
of the roads we wandered around
of the kisses when the clock's hit 12
of the love we celebrated
until we ran out of feelings
you've always hated
the blue dresses i always wore
and i hated the cigar you smoked
but not as much as you hated
all the sad poems on obsolete papers
it always made you thought
about how much unhappy i was
the bitter truth, the dark past
in the end, you gave up
and as i always said,
"i will always be fine."
final kiss on the cold bed
and you became another tablespoon
of the past i should moved on from
// addicted to the things you hated
23.11.23; 05.17pm
ps:
omg it took me day to wrote this hahaha
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