imsyb, youR version.

hello, after all these years.

i think your name was the least of the names i wrote a letter to these days. sometimes, i forgot on how the days i fell into you. it's just... a decade ago. or more. i don't know anymore. i don't count anymore. it's just... you know... you get thru it by years. those memories about you faded away as the time went by. as more people came and gone from my life. 

today, your name popped up again in my head after a dream last night. it was just a silhouette of your back, but my heart knew it was you. after all these time passed by without you, i still knew it was you. it sucks, sometimes. that after i woke up, i missed you. i missed the silly love of children in red and white. i missed the silly time of us changing letters with the help of some friends. 

today, i miss you. 

and the thought of i'm living nearby now--and i still can't reach you again, it sucks. i miss you, and it sucks. and now i thought about why am i here. is it about me, or about a chance of randomly meeting you again? i don't know. oh, universe, sometimes i don't want an answer. i just want you to work on some miracles. 

today, randomly, i want to see you all over again.