a month to go.

i'll be 20-something in a month. literally a month. 

and somehow i don't know what to do in this life. 

aku ga pernah ngerti apa bakat, passion, cita-cita, etc etc. i don't know if arsitek adalah hal yang bener-bener aku tuju. i mean, i didn't want to enter business so i chose architect. that's it. entahlah. makin ke sini (dan berkat pembicara kemarin) aku jadi sadar, what i want to do in my life? i feel like i was wasting too many times having fun with myself. and boom. now i don't know what to do. 

sedih. 

capek.

ga ngerti harus apa. 

ya sudah.

gitu aja sih.

mau ngeluh lagi aja.