—to the moon

this night is sparkling in silence

cinderella would be so late

but i take my little feet

walk around this lonely life

the cold air hugged me

as my thoughts fly away

to the nights where you and i

were something 

your ride and laughs 

and unused camera you brought along

your smiles and stories 

and flirty jokes you've always made

your nightmares and drinks

and cigarettes i hated

but you tried your best 

to hold yourself without it 

i still remember the books i got that day

or sweets you introduced to me

like your lies called love 

and your little affections 

when you stayed awake listening 

to all my sorrows 

i hate that lately

midnights felt like hell 

because my head is full 

and how i wish that you'll be there

instead, i've drown myself 

into poetries that felt like hopeless lady 

into songs that suffocated me 

into inkless pictures of us 

because there's memories i've never captured

and one of the best was about us 

to the moon that shines so bright 

to the stars that always led someone's to home 

to the man that always haunts my midnights 

i hope my bleeding heart finally stops 

i hope the scars heal 

and i hope, the memories of us

will never be the same ghost

that stayed in this room 

of mine 

// about midnights full of you. 

17.09.24 // 9.39pm

tribute to the sun.