15 Juli 2024

july 15th

you were the warmth of chocolate milk
the calm before all of the storms
the anchor to my wild thoughts 
reminiscing childhood that used to be simple
and how the time went by, so fast 
i don't recognize us anymore
you became a silhouette, late in the night 
a thought when life gets so hard
somehow, i don't even remember
the sound that used to be familiar 
i used to have words to make your day special
far, far away from your reach
but at least i didn't missed it 
you became something, sat in the box
i wish i could forget about it 
because i have second cup of iced coffee for today
my mind's scattered, i don't recognize myself
but when i look up at my calendar
how i wish everything's as simple as it was
because once, my life was happier
when you were here 


// not a happy ending, but wishing you a very happy birthday 
15.07.24; 8.43pm

5 Juli 2024

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kayaknya bener-bener harus secepetnya pisah kantor. mumet. banyak banget yang distraksi. yang se-ruangan aja kadang aku ga fokus, ini tambah banyak orang. hadeuh. puyeng. menjadi dewasa emang susah ya.